limited time left now for me to complete my mountain of homework.. =( sian sian sian....
my holidays is almost over and all i did is volleyball, eat and sleep! what a waste of my hols..-_-"
planning to leave my last week of dec to play but will my mountain high of tutorials and revision allow me to do so? gonna go sentosa, attend class bbq and gathering with my xms teammates.. looking forward to the very last week of my hols and also, at the same time dread the arrival of my jc2 life......
people see my class as a very united and bonded one.. i used to think so too.. but! haiz... hope next year everyone will grow up..lesi gonna go aust le.. i will be so damn bored in class.... BOO~!! pray that my jc2 life wun be a boring one and most importantly, will be a smooth one.. my mugging days gonna start soon.....
below are my complain/complaints? i dunno the spelling.. so ya.. u can skip this post.............i just need a place to voice out my thoughts
tml will be my very last vb trg of the year.. been trg in mj since 2004 nov.. played with 3 diff teams and the feeling just get worse.. is it safe to mention it here? arghhh watever! first yr (2004 nov-2005 may) i have a proper coach, mr wong.. so nth much esp because the team were j2s and there are experieced players in the team.. therefore, during trg, everyone was serious.. jokes aside but when doing the drills, everyone was serious.. then come the second year(2005 june-2006 may) i train with a team that is willing to learn.. for each drill, they do it for the sake of learning and picking up the skills.. it might not be exactly true but at least that's how i feel.. though discipline slacken after the 2nd intake this yr, at least things still manage to go on.. however, come this yr, i really really find no reason for me to go for trg.. acting is the team's forte i guess..yea maybe it's my problem.. for being too serious? that's the only disadvantage i can think of for being used to a discipline team..or maybe a resonsible team.. things get really sickening when ms yeow isn't around.. i told myself not to be serious tat day.. i really did.. but it gets really unbearable! i dun see why we should do a drill for the sake of doing it and have such low expectation for a good ball.. i mean just because you want to finsh the drill fast doesnt mean there shouldnt be any self expectation.. or maybe, that's your expectation for urself ba.. also, i dun see why one can just walk out of the court because you got hit by th ball.. yes it hurts but is it the right attitude? or i should say, why din u walk out of court or has low expectation for every ball when the higher authority is around? for goodness sake, if u want to be on court please respect the sport and do ur best ya? its alright to make mistakes and u are aware of it but it is DEFIINITELY incorrect to either be unaware of the disgusting attitude or to know it but not change it.. yes, the feeling of quitting vb is coming back to me again..coming back strong.. i remembered my coach telling us that we will certainly be disappointed and upset with the team we play in a JC cos the attitude towards trg is diff..now i understand why he said so.. i can easily ask myself to be less serious and less committed but i guess by doing so, it will just make me feel that going for trg is a waste of time.. why cant i possess the same attitude as the others when it comes to trg? the feeling sux! i guess the problem really lies with me and i dun think it will make any sense if i were to talk to ms yeow ba.. it will only make her feel tat it's her fault and do reflection..if i am unable to change my mindset, no one can help me ba unless they become serious? fat hope..! some say that i should tell when i think and some say i shouldnt.. it looks like backstabbing but at the same time it looks like just updating the facts to the one that should know bout the situation.. oh well.. see wat happens tml ba..
gonna sleep and be prepared to go for another boring session esp when i am a handicapped.. no self entertainment for myself.. wat worse situation can i still fall in? dunno wat i am talking anymore.. byee..
my holidays is almost over and all i did is volleyball, eat and sleep! what a waste of my hols..-_-"
planning to leave my last week of dec to play but will my mountain high of tutorials and revision allow me to do so? gonna go sentosa, attend class bbq and gathering with my xms teammates.. looking forward to the very last week of my hols and also, at the same time dread the arrival of my jc2 life......
people see my class as a very united and bonded one.. i used to think so too.. but! haiz... hope next year everyone will grow up..lesi gonna go aust le.. i will be so damn bored in class.... BOO~!! pray that my jc2 life wun be a boring one and most importantly, will be a smooth one.. my mugging days gonna start soon.....
below are my complain/complaints? i dunno the spelling.. so ya.. u can skip this post.............i just need a place to voice out my thoughts
tml will be my very last vb trg of the year.. been trg in mj since 2004 nov.. played with 3 diff teams and the feeling just get worse.. is it safe to mention it here? arghhh watever! first yr (2004 nov-2005 may) i have a proper coach, mr wong.. so nth much esp because the team were j2s and there are experieced players in the team.. therefore, during trg, everyone was serious.. jokes aside but when doing the drills, everyone was serious.. then come the second year(2005 june-2006 may) i train with a team that is willing to learn.. for each drill, they do it for the sake of learning and picking up the skills.. it might not be exactly true but at least that's how i feel.. though discipline slacken after the 2nd intake this yr, at least things still manage to go on.. however, come this yr, i really really find no reason for me to go for trg.. acting is the team's forte i guess..yea maybe it's my problem.. for being too serious? that's the only disadvantage i can think of for being used to a discipline team..or maybe a resonsible team.. things get really sickening when ms yeow isn't around.. i told myself not to be serious tat day.. i really did.. but it gets really unbearable! i dun see why we should do a drill for the sake of doing it and have such low expectation for a good ball.. i mean just because you want to finsh the drill fast doesnt mean there shouldnt be any self expectation.. or maybe, that's your expectation for urself ba.. also, i dun see why one can just walk out of the court because you got hit by th ball.. yes it hurts but is it the right attitude? or i should say, why din u walk out of court or has low expectation for every ball when the higher authority is around? for goodness sake, if u want to be on court please respect the sport and do ur best ya? its alright to make mistakes and u are aware of it but it is DEFIINITELY incorrect to either be unaware of the disgusting attitude or to know it but not change it.. yes, the feeling of quitting vb is coming back to me again..coming back strong.. i remembered my coach telling us that we will certainly be disappointed and upset with the team we play in a JC cos the attitude towards trg is diff..now i understand why he said so.. i can easily ask myself to be less serious and less committed but i guess by doing so, it will just make me feel that going for trg is a waste of time.. why cant i possess the same attitude as the others when it comes to trg? the feeling sux! i guess the problem really lies with me and i dun think it will make any sense if i were to talk to ms yeow ba.. it will only make her feel tat it's her fault and do reflection..if i am unable to change my mindset, no one can help me ba unless they become serious? fat hope..! some say that i should tell when i think and some say i shouldnt.. it looks like backstabbing but at the same time it looks like just updating the facts to the one that should know bout the situation.. oh well.. see wat happens tml ba..
gonna sleep and be prepared to go for another boring session esp when i am a handicapped.. no self entertainment for myself.. wat worse situation can i still fall in? dunno wat i am talking anymore.. byee..
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