An ending to the story finally..
struggled for 3 months.. 3 months of changes.. was the past fake?
decision to maintain wasnt successful.. maybe that's just me.. all bout me..
friendships are juz so fragile..
big girls dun cry.. they fall and pick themselves up again.. let this be the last time ba..
to ask to be juz good frens.. it is still too difficult a request.. so be it..
a new term and a new beggining but no more new r/s till i really find someone who can tolerate me ba..
feelings dun last.. hope i wun fall for someone whom i think is the one but end up got to adapt to new changes..

maybe i am juz too sensitive too curious to everything.. i know the answer but i will still ask to confirm.. maybe this is what we call stupid..this is wat causes everything.. too naive maybe? thinking that i am able to maintain the pure friendship..

i will be able to keep the promise to myself..
be a lesbian! =) eileen want?
hahaha.........