ok! my paper ended on wed.. finally.. spending one whole month on it..so far only physics and maybe econs confirm F ba.. hope everything will be alright..=)

went out with my class on wed thurs n fri! happening sia!! thurs purposely meet in sch at 8 to play basketball, volleyball, soccer and tennis.. hahaz..

ok.. many thoughts in my mind for these few days...
1. i miss eileen! and i dunno why.. suddenly thought of not seeing her in sch nowadays, not gg to see her arnd next yr.. who am i going to look for when i am down? haiz.. if only i din retain? all the stupid thoughts of no one to turn to fill my mind last night.. i know that i wun and cant find anyone to replace her ba.. i really really hope our friendship will stay forever..
2. i miss the old old times.. something that i am now still confused?troubled?sad?disappointed?regret?guilty? whatever.. haiz.. if only i can turn back the times.. i wanted to ask what exactly happened.. was it me or other factors? but.. haiz.. i guess i will nv noe the real real reason.. but i guess whatever it i'm at fault ba..
3. my results? am i really suited for a jc? haiz.. wait till i get back my mid years ba..

i miss eileen!
know i miss you..
if only i can turn back the time............
i'm a lagger.. cos i've nv been so upset till recently...