yes. i am on the verge of breaking down.
the thought of going to a poly has been ringing in my mind..
the thought of not going to give up is oso ringing.
what should i do?

is it because i din work or mug hard enough?
or is it that i am juz not cut out for jc?
haiz....
stress..
my grades sucks like hell for goodness sake..
GP essay: 34% (ungraded)
Physics's first test: F9
Econs test: 12% and 30%
Maths: 60%
Chem: 22% and 72%

i am juz so screwed..
screwed up my Chem SPA Assessment today.
everything spoilt.. cant see the concentration till the last 3 mins..
was it really gui zhe yan?
haiz....
it's A's and i flunk!

life really sucks..
had a talk with cass and tears were on the verge of falling..
juz feel so damn stressed up!!!!
i need a break.
i am breaking down..