the IMPATIENT and BAD-TEMPERED qiling

school has been busy.. hmmm.. another new week is here.. moving house tomorrow but none of my things are packed? i sure move during the weekend and not tomorrow..moving house=less sleep for me! got to leave house at 6 next time.. lalalax..=X

had training today.. being the captain makes me realise how impatient n bad-tempered i can be.. haiz.. if u r not happy with me telling u ur mistakes when ms yeow is not around, fine! just let me know.. i dun wan to tell u about ur mistakes!! if i can take the trouble to keep reminding u bout your mistakes, y cant u juz take it? dun believe then sua.. please dun question me if u are not gg to accept it no matter how i explain.. i m so sick of it!! i want the team to be bonded but it cant be achieved if the team doesnt wans to work towards that goal.. i m impatient.. and soon,, i will just explode.. to be able to achieve our common goal which is to make a name for ourselves is rather impossible.. but we must try b4 making any conclusion! however, this goal is getting further.. if nobody bothers to correct their mistakes, if nobody bothers to try bond the team, if everyone only bothers to perform in front of ms yeow, please... we can slack now n stop training hard cos we ARE NOT and will NEVER achieve our goal next year.. maybe my expectation of the team is too high.. maybe it's because i grew in a team which has A LOT of discipline.. discipline as in concentrating during trg, maybe it's because i grew in a team which is VERY bonded.. this makes me feel even MORE disappointed.. haiz.. being serious in training is NOT difficult! being serious doesnt mean not joking during trg but rather, when in court, we should just concentrate in the game? looking at cute kids around doesn't and will not improve ur skills.. haiz.. please.. give me a break.. i m looking forward to friday's training.. and it's friday's training only..haiz..