econs is killing me! i cant cope even for the first lecture i attend! i missed two lectures but i am able to understand.. but for the third lecture,, i sat in the lecture hall, trying my very best to understand.. but... haiz.. i sat there,, not able to understand anything.. NOT EVEN A TINY BIT!! imagine how depressed i felt.. i feel like banging my head on the wall sia.. haiz.. hope that soon,, the situation will improve.. i m so sian!! y did i choose econs?? haiz.....pray hard..

had training today.. met amin at hougang interchange.. so paiseh lorz.. i late for a few minutes.. but he told my meee tat i was on time.. hahaz.. then i so shy lorz.. dun dare tok to him.. hmm.. so we took 153 to toa payoh to meet canice.. but amin was so sweet lorz.. go buy breakfast.. hahaz.. omg! din expect.. hahaz.. so we waited for her then we took bus to ccab.. i chased her to go n tok to him instead of pei-ing me.. hahaz.. after that amin n i sort of disturb her la.. hahaz.. i wan him to be my 'dad' instead of blue shirt guy.. i like red better.. hahaz.. so train with the DOTS player.. KA ppl oso got go.. shen qin shan went n my seniors were all so excited to c him.. hahaz.. so play le then i pei meee wait for the guys then go bus stop.. wanted to pei her la.. but all the guys i oso dunno.. i go veri weird.. somemore meeting nora they all to study le.. so sort of left her alone.. but should be nvm la.. got amin n kelvin.. i quite guilty la.. she onli girl.. hmmm...

then met cass shimin nora n joyce to study at the hougang point's coffee bean.. ECONS!! nora taught me.. but i need to revise somemore.. studied til abt 8 then we went to eat dinner.. then went home..

while i was eating,, i think i saw him.. he changed abit le but i got the feeling it's him.. hmmm.. dunno whether i got c wrongly ma.. too bad he nv c me.. it had been abt 4 yrs le.. hmmm..

econsiskillingme..
icannotcope..
ifeellikedying!!
sian..
prayhardthatiwillbeabletopass..
haiz..