i m juz so pissed!!

y is there this sudden change in attitude?? i shouldn't say it's sudden ba.. i should say tat it's a sudden n drastic change! i HATE IT! haiz.. cant normal frens be like one.. y is it tat the attitude got to be cold sometimes or i would say,, most of the time? it's always this so pissed off attitude?? haiz... it's difficult to forget someone.. but it is more difficult to adapt to a new totally changed attitude... i DUN LIKE IT!! but i've got no choice.. like wat u say,, a few more times onli.. haiz.. it's a torture.. y cant we talk n behave like before? ask le oso = nv ask..i seldom get any ans ba..maybe my qns is asking bout rubbish or maybe it is not logical.. tat's y.. so,, i shouldn't ask about anything? cos it's redundant? damn it! i m fuckingly pissed by this dunno wat!!! y m i so damn fuckingly pissed??? not enough slp? maybe...

yesterday was prom sia.. n after tat we stayed in the sl's hotel room.. so,, we went out to walk walk in HIGH HEELS! piang! pain sia.. so we oso drank some drinks which contain some alcohol la... so,, i didn't slp at all!! piang! peng! 9+ reach home.. should sleep till nite de.. but dunno y i cant.. hmmm.. maybe tat will oso explain y i m in a foul mood ba..

the teacher-in-charge from mjc called me.. she said tat my appeal should be successful.. so,, i will be having training tml... hmmm...

having class chalet tml oso.. i will be veri tired sia.. hmmm... i look n oso not look forward to it.. cos i dunno.. i wish n oso dun wish.. but i still think i do.. sad.. tat's not the way! haiz...