shi ni de jiu shi ni de..
bu shi ni de jiu bu yao qiang qiu...
wo men de ai...
guo le jiu bu zai hui lai......is this true? i hope not.. but i noe it's impossible le... many told me it's not worth it..is it really true? i really shouldn't treasure it?? is it the best way out for me?? can i do it?? i noe i can.. as long as i forget.. it's juz so different.. i admit i m.. abit.. of u... juz too sensitive... too.....

it had been an unforgettable month.. this month is filled with many emotions... Sorrow,, Disappointment,, hopes... everything is over.. a brand new month has come..

it's juz the kind of expression... the kind of feeling... the kind of reaction... it's so veri different... maybe tat's y i have those feelings ba.. watever it is,, there's nth i can do... u cant deny tat it's not true.. cos i can see it...

we had known each other for years.. years... but i sensed tat everything is coming to an unwanted end.. i m disappointed.. but.. haiz.. i dun wan it to happen.. hope so ba...

fifth of oct.. today's date.. fifth of oct... it had been an unbearable month...