feeling.....

wo ming ming zhi dao le... you he bi??
wo xiang ba yi qie jie jue diao dan shi,,
wo bu gan.. wo mei yong qi..
ru guo zhen de tan qing chu,,
zhe jiang hui shi cong xin kai shi huo shi yi qie jie shu..
hao luan..
wo da ying guo ni,, bu zai qu xiang..
dan shi hen bao qian.. wo zhuo bu dao..

yi qian,, tai du,, yu qi,, yang yang dou bu tong..
ru he bu tong??
ye xu ni zhen de bu zhi dao..
bu guo,, huo xu,, hui xiang yi xia ba..
dang chu yu zhi jing you he bu tong??

wo hao lei.. hao sian.. hao luan..
wo ke yi xuan zhe bu qu xiang..
wo ke yi xuan zhe bu qu li cai..
dan shi...
si fou shi wo fu chu de bu gou duo?
si fou shi wo tai guo ming gan?
hai shi zhen de...??

ni shi zhong bu neng gei wo yi ge da an..
wo lei le.. ni he chang bu shi???
dan shi,, wei she mo hui zhe yang??
wei she mo wo men bu wen qing zi ji si fou zhen de ai dui fang,, zhen de xu yao dui fang??

wo huai nian dang chu..
jiu xiang ni shuo de 'i miss those times'...
wo bu zhi dao ni shi shuo yi qian hai shi wo men zi jian de yi qian..
na ge shi shi ke ke tou rang wo kai xing de shi guang,, de yi qie...
wo shuo guo hen duo ci le..
mei yi ci dou hou hui..
wo hen xi wang o-level kuai dian lai dan you hai pa na tian de dao lai..
yi qie de xin xing dou yi yan xiao yun shan le..
wo yi jing bu zhi dao le..
mei yong qi zi dao le..

hao lei hao lei..
hao luan hao luan..
ye xu bu qu guan hui shi yi ge hao ban fa..
bu guo,, wo ke yi ma??
wo bu zhi dao..
wo jue de bu ke yi..

ni bu liao jie wo suo shuo de dang chu..
wo bu liao jie ni de kan fa..
bu guo wo zhi dao..
yi zhi dao jie su de na tian,, wo cai hui zhen zheng de liao jie wen ti de suo zai..
wo shuo guo wo xiang qing chu le..
zhen xi xian zai jiu hao le..
bu guo,,
wo si fou hai shi ying kai xiang yi qian na yang??
hai shi,,
jing liang bu yao qu chao ni,, fan ni??

wo bu zhi dao..
chuan dao qian tou zi ran zhi ba..

"mian qiang xia qu ming tian ni hui gen hen wo,, huai tian qi zhong hui guo qu.."
"wo yi wei zhe jiu shi wo shuo zui qiu de xing fu"
"shao le ni de wo de shou bei dang zhen tou wo hai bu xi guan,,
ni de wang yuan jing wang bu dao wo bei ban qiu de gu dan,,
tai ping yang de chao shui gen ze di qiu lai hui xuan zuan
wo hui na xin de deng,, deng ni you yi tian kao an"

i realy tried toking.. i really tried asking.. but whenever it is an ans n i really mean an ans,, i have no interest of asking or toking again because it gives me a feeling of unwillingness to talk.. maybe at times i m like tat too ba.. tat's y u oso...anything ba.. hope i will change.. which i think i have started to le cos i m not onli tired but oso confused, blur, desperately searching for a way out!!! haiz.. i dunno wat i should do or wat i can do anymore... NO MORE.. NOT ANYMORE!!!

yi qie jiang hen kuai de guo qu..
zi yao wo bu qu li cai,, bu qu guan...
ming tian hui gen hao ba..
du shu le...=x