deng le hao jiu... ni hai shi xuan ze le bu hui da... ji ran shi zhe yang.. na hao ba..

i dun understand y i still cherish the thought..

i should.....

i have better things to do other than waiting ba...
i do not have much time left le...

i asked again n again cos i dun want to leave my life to fate.. but apparently,, fate had decided everything for me...i cant do anything else except to face it....so,, haiz..........

i shall live my life to the fullest instead of rotting,, waiting,, for the impossible.........